Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I Love You

A few years ago, I prided myself on having like dozens of very close friends, with whom I used to frequently hang out and do lotsa stuff together.

And yet, each time I fell sick, I used to feel totally lost and lonely!

I used to lie in my bed with fever (which generally happened around my birthday) and wished there was someone near me who would pamper me and say (if not with words, then at least with actions) - "I love you"!

I hated falling sick!

For the last few months, I have hardly been in touch with anyone. Doing most of the stuff I do, on my own.

And yet, I have never felt so good before!

Now when I fall sick, instead of feeling alone and mourning the loss of people who are not with me anymore (and also those who never quite got around to being with me!)... I lie on my bed and find myself automatically repeating the words - "I love you" - to myself - with the same kind of feelings that I would have if I were consoling my hurt-and-crying-nephew!

I don't even have to think consciously of saying this to myself! Anytime I'm sad... even if it is for just a moment... the words come of their own accord - AUTOMATICALLY!

"I LOVE YOU"!

Yes, I love you Kaddu... and you'll never be alone as long as I'm with you... and I'm gonna be around with you till you take your last breath!


Ha ha! This is super cool! Finally, I can be pampered as much as I want to! :D

P.S. - And only a few moments ago, I was reading a friend's blog who was wondering if he was self-obsessed! He he!

P.S. 2 - I still hate falling sick!


Update at 10.00 pm
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Actually, I finally realized that the kind of unshakable and unconditional love I am capable of giving to a person (anyone) is something that is not easy to find in humans! As such, there aren't going to be many people on this planet who can reciprocate it with the same intensity!

So I figured that instead of despairing about why others couldn't love me the way I love them, or waiting to come across someone who would, I'd just simply go ahead and love myself! As it is, I do such a good job of it (I'm the only one I know of who can love someone the way I do!)... it follows only logically that I am the best person to love me! :D


Update on June 12th, 2008
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Also read "My Blogging Community's Take On 'LOVE'"

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6 comments:

Anonymous said...

:)

Kaddu said...

Dude! Made some updates in my post... chk it out...

:) to u too! :)

Anonymous said...

What did you update?

Kaddu said...

The part under "Update at 10.00 pm"

Anonymous said...

Oh ok - I read it. By the way which kaddu am I speaking to ;) ?

Kaddu said...

Dude! Even I'm confused about that one! :-/

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